Final Adieu

Dearest Sweetheart Sunshine, it was today, two years ago that we met for one last time when I could tell the world that you are mine, held you in my arms and kissed you. But maybe two years is a long time, even if not for me. Yesterday I tried to reach out to you, in my extreme down state, but you chose to shut the door to my face (for reasons completely unknown to me). But I do believe that whatever those reasons were, it was for my good because I have full faith that you would never do a thing which is not for my good. You always kept my happiness as your priority since the day you realised that you were in love with me. I believe it to be the reason for your yesterday's response. Be rest assured that you won't ever be hearing or seeing me again in your happy life, intentionally. If destiny permits, which I believe it would one day, I will not only see and hear from you but also hold you in my arms once again. Maybe it will take a few years or a lifetime but I have faith that it will happen for I have felt that we are connected at a level which is unfathomable for most people of this world. Till then I wish, hope and pray for you be happy with whomsoever it may be, always and forever. I ask you for just one thing - grant me the strength to live without you especially when I am down to the deepest graves of pain & not share it with anyone.

Till then, as Rumi says,

I choose to love you in silence.. For in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in loneliness.. For in loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance.. For distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind.. For the wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams.. For in my dreams, you have no end.

Yours Moonpie.