Didn't Know What You had Become to Me

Babu, i didn't know what you really meant to me and I am sure you didn't know that either. It was only the day you left I realised what we had achieved in the short time, which would last me a lifetime. It was not a mere coincident that the very same day and may be at the same time I met with an accident, which badly injured the right side of my body. & here too I didn't have any fault. I just turned out to be a victim of someone else's bad judgment.
At that time, the pain of a broken heart surpassed the pain of a broken leg. I realised that you were my right half. As the Hindu mythology brings out the union of Shiva and Parvati as Ardhanarishwar, you and I are part of a divine union. Though not explicitly united in this world at the levels of this mortal body, we are one at the level of souls. I don't know if you would agree with me on this. But this fact gives me a joy unsurpassed by any other till now. It sometimes helps me overcome the pain of physical separation and gives me a hope for a future meeting. That in itself energises me. I can't explain the feeling but hopefully you would understand if and when you read this.